Helen
Day of Awakening 4036:
My memory is a stained-glass window. I see only colors of my former self, perfectly crafted and easily shattered. Like everyone else, it was Catch who helped tease the fragments from my dreams and solder them into an image of me. Some pieces fit better than others. I am a soldier. That piece is red and sits at the center of my being. I knew magic once but the details are bursts of blue at the edges of who I was. There was family who are fashioned together in a ring of yellow around my heart. And there was war, that black, cold metal that separates the pieces of me but also binds the puzzle of my form and function.
Now I am Cymera. We who sit atop Rêve in floating ships of fire and metal and see what the others do not. We have removed ourselves from those below so we can delve deeper into this new magic, so we can wield the Hands that shape this world. I write this because I fear a truth that we ignore. All magic comes with a cost. I feel these Hands reaching into me as I bend them to my purpose. We are changing and soon we may be lost.
- Captain Helen MacDonaldMy call light blinks red, turning me from introspection to duty. The journal gently closes as my hand leaves it to answer the call. “Go.”
“Ma’am, we’ve received notification from below. Catch has a new recruit coming our way. They say we need a deep dive.”
“When?”
“They will reach rendezvous at dusk.”
**Edit to add: I changed the Sky Runners to Cymera in this round because I came up with a better name for them. My motor heads are now SmokeHounds. I also had little time for editing on this draft due to my schedule. I expect and apologize for mistakes.!**
“Thank you. I will go.”
“Ma’am?”
“That is all.”
It has been over a 1000 days since the last recruit was sent skyward. Most are sent to the SmokeHounds, some find their way to recruitment, others simply don’t transition well. Very few are worth the focus of Cymera. Fewer still survive it. I am not willing to risk this one.
I quickly dress in the fashion of the city dwellers, making sure to hide the visible changes to my form. Those flashes of metal beneath my skin and the circuits grafted in would startle a dreamer from their fog and draw the gaze of the Oculi to me. No need to draw unwanted attention. Best to slip down and back up without notice.
I quickly braid and pull my hair into an infinity bun. The style is too rigid for my taste but it will help me blend into the background. I thumb through my wardrobe until my hand settles on the newly created shift-wear. If the makers are to be believed, this will enable me to change my appearance at will on the ground and should hide my wings from view. I quickly slip on the clothes and slide a knife beneath the folds. Magic and tech are nice, but a little hardware never hurts. Lastly, I pin a broach to my outer cape. Fashioned in the mark of the Three, no one will give any notice to my little communication device.
I press it once to test the connection.
“Ma’am?”
“I am leaving through the back.”
“No transport Ma’am?”
“No, it’s been too long since I’ve stretched my wings.” And the less who know of this mission, the better. I fear not all eyes are friendly aboard our vessel. What other cause could there be for the many failures of late?
I press the control and the back portal opens with a quiet swish. The cold air rushes in and I pause a moment before stepping into the open air. There are some feelings that are worth the cost. The chill of the racing air, my weightlessness as I fall towards the ground, these feelings are worth the hours of pain I endured while willing the Hands to shape my wings. I drink in the feeling for as long as I can before spreading them fully and slowing my descent.
I am unconcerned of discovery so far from the city center. Our rendezvous is at the edges of the crooked wood where those who dream seldom look. The Ocs tends to keep close to their Temple and they long ago gave their sight to gain a more probing gaze. My wings ache thinking of the pain they must have endured to make that trade.
I scan below and find the heat signature of four waiting on the edge of the wood. It must be them. Circling closer and closer down I start to make out features. Their guide, an iamo, is standing in the shadow of the wood. His eyes follow my descent with marked interest. We have not tried to augment an iamo yet, though that is not due to lack of interest on their part. There are simply too few and they are needed in the wood.
Tank is immediately recognizable. His slim build hides the strength within. He stands just behind Oz and maintains a look of bored disinterest but I know differently. His eyes are scanning the edges of their surroundings for any hint of danger. He would die to protect Oz, the one who woke his sister, Tink.
Oz is giving instructions to the new recruit. She is listening intently and nodding where appropriate. Perhaps this one will be worth the trouble. She is a little thing, her hair still done up like every other student of the academy. Her gray eyes startle as I land in front of them. Dusting myself off, I extend my hand. “I am Helen, your escort to the Cymera.”
The girl looks tired. The wood is labyrinth of roots and limbs and they have been dodging the swarm all day. But she smiles as best she can and takes my hand. “I am Wren. Thank you for your help.”
Releasing her hand I turn to Oz, “Right then, have you told her the plan?”
He grins with that boyish charm of his. None of us are as old or young as we seem. It was one of the first things we discovered. So I am not fooled by the false exuberance he uses to hide his fear. “Why sure, Doll. We get her in, we get her up, and you lift her the rest of the way. What could be simpler?”
“And him.” I move my gaze to the iamo who steps out of the shadow in answer.
“I will come. The shadows will keep me safe.”
I’m not sure I agree with that assessment but the tone of his voice leaves little room for argument. “Just so we’re clear, my mission is to escort Wren.” They nod their understanding. “Right then, where’s the rendezvous?”
Tank speaks up, “Just over that far hill. Tink will land when I give the signal.”
Good. Tink is a bit eccentric but no more than any other Smokehound and she will get the job done. Tink and Tank are an odd pair but I am glad to have both on my side. The twins chose different paths, she gravitated towards all things mechanical while he followed my kind into the sky but they respect and work well together. It will be needed on this trip.
We close the distance in no time and stop at the rendezvous point. Tank holds out one hand and sends a slim trail of smoke into the sky with his mind. Tink appears a moment later but she does not arrive in one of her mechanical creations as expected. Instead one of the sleek, plum Phantom cabs descends before us and hovers just above the ground. The door opens silently and Tink pops out with a wide grin.
“Come one, come all!” Her boots kick up the dust as she jumps from the cab and swings her arm towards the door, inviting us inside. I can’t help but smile in return. There are so few reasons since I was awakened. Flying is exhilarating and the power we wield through the Hands is amazing but everything is clouded by the questions that remain. But Tink her ilk take a different view. They live for today and enjoy every moment. I envy the simplicity of that view.
“Tink, a cab?” Tank sounds a bit put off. “How did you snag it?”
Tink drapes her arm around her twin. “Don’t worry big bro, I got all the permission I need. And what better way to slip through the city unnoticed?”
Tank looks unsure but shrugs and climbs inside. The rest of us follow suit and soon we are all sitting on the smooth, black bench seats. Tink presses a few buttons on the side console and the door slides shut.
The seams disappear leaving a smooth one-way window in its place. She presses another button and we begin to move. I hope my face is still and does not betray nerves. Escorts into Rêve are even more difficult than the escorts out. The girl has been gone for a day. The Ocs will be out. They will be looking.
Wren
So much has happened so quickly. My head is swimming with questions. The world is somehow larger than I expected but smaller than I knew. These people who are now my friends seem devoted to finding answers but they have yet to tell me the underlying question. I believe they are keeping me in the dark to keep my dreams from being tainted but I cannot help but work the frayed edges of the problem as we travel.
I know now that the Hands can be controlled. I know that our memories are being hijacked. I know that most of us are still ‘dreamers’ as they call them, but there some, like my current companions, who are ‘awake.’ Those are the answers they have. But I think there are other questions they have yet to ask.
I stare across the cab at the twins. They are roughly the same size and build but Tank’s Smokehound gear makes her seem twice as large. The leather hugs her curves and the tools gleam in the low cab light. Everything about her from the blue mohawk to the tattoos running down each side of her head broadcasts her need to be seen as different. I look at my own clothes, the garb of the academy, and think about how all of dress the same every day. Gray tones, blend, don’t stand out. Is that part of the formula, part of the control?
My feet ache in my boots. It has been a long time since I travelled so much in one day. The others seem largely unfazed by the journey, especially our addition. Oz mentioned that she is a soldier and I believe it. Everything about her screams soldier. Truthfully, I’m somewhat thankful she has experience in a fight. I fear one is fast approaching.
The cab approaches the city’s edge and we start to climb higher into the air. Soon we are hovering in a “lane” roughly forty feet above the street, high enough to miss the lights or anything else that may line the walks below. I peer through the glass and look below. The scene looks just as it did the night before. People are leaving their work and heading home or to one of the bars on the strip. The lights in some silver towers are winking off while others flick on. Other cabs pass below, above and beside us in easy synchronicity.
“How do they know how to get around?” I feel like it’s a silly question as soon as it leaves my lips but it’s too late to pull the air back in.
Tank cocks her head to the side. “What do you mean, how do they know? It’s their job to know so they know!”
“I guess, it’s just,” I pause, struggling to articulate how wrong it all feels, “the Hands change things every night but the cabs always know where they are going. How?”
“I like this one,” Tank says as she slaps my knee and winks at Oz, “she’s a thinker!” She shrugs and sits herself back up. “I suppose they survey every morning but I’ve honestly never spoken directly with anyone from the Phantom Syndicate to find out.”
“Then how did you…” Tank puts a finger on her brother’s lips.
“Shhh big bro, sometimes it’s better not to know.” Oz raises an eyebrow but says nothing.
A moment later we feel the first hit.
The cab rocks forward and starts to power down. “Oh no you don’t!” Tank furiously punches at the buttons on the console and I feel the cab right itself ad begin to move again. The next hit comes from the side and sends me tumbling to the center. From the floor of the cab I see the buildings whirling around us. We’re spinning.
I close my eyes to keep from getting dizzy but find it’s only making things worse. As I reopen my eyes, I feel the third hit bash into our ride and I start to slide back towards my seat. We are going down! From my vantage point I see the cab’s reflection in the mirrored building to our right. We are nosediving towards the street below.
Tank does her best to wrest control of our descent but only manages to slightly mitigate the trajectory of our crash. We slam into the ground and the cab slides through a wall causing it to spin 180 degrees before coming to a halt.
I can hear the shouting outside and know we only have a moment before our attackers are upon us. A firm grip wraps around my wrist. “Right, it’s all gone to shit. Wren’s with me. You lot best get whatever’s on the other side of this door pointing the other way.” Helen pulls me to my feet and steps to the middle of the cab. “In three, two…”
A flash of light and sparks appears by the door and fills the cab with smoke. There are voices ad hands everywhere but I follow Helen’s lead. She has one hand on me and is using the other to guide her Hands. The builders push our attackers from her path and form a bubble around us. They swarm much like the wild swarm in the crooked wood but these are controlled by her.
I look back as she pulls me along and through the swarm I see the rest of our group fighting a strange conglomeration of Ocs and men in purple suits. We are moving quickly but I catch a quick glimpse of our surroundings. We are in the Temple! I’ve never seen it from the inside but the architecture is unmistakable.
“Shit, shit, shit.” Helen pushes through a few more Oculi that are attempting to block our path. “They’ll all be here soon. We have to get out of here!” She pulls me through the doorway and turns the swarm upon our exit, forming it into a wall that blends perfectly with the rest of the hall. Next she touches her cloak and her clothing changes in front of my eyes. She is now wearing the temple garb of the Ocs complete and even a covering over her eyes. The only thing that remains of her former garb is the broach of the Three.
“You are being escorted by me. Say nothing.” I listen. I say nothing. But I look. We walk silently through the hall and I keep my eyes on that fractal ceiling. I’ve seen the pictures but never really processed it before now. The pattern sparks a memory that tickles the back of my thoughts. It is a small tug but I know there is meaning here. I take as much of it in as I can while we walk.
Helen escorts me through another door and soon we are out on the street. In the distance, I can hear the commotion from the crash-site. Oz is yelling, Tank is hurling large blocks at their attackers. I pull away from Helen but she grips my wrist harder. “They know what they are doing. They have their mission. We have ours.”
I relent and follow. We wend our way through the back alleys. Helen changes her clothes again, this time she matches mine. I’m not really sure why. There is no way she can pass for a student. There is no one so old in the academy. Come to think of it, she is the oldest person I can recall seeing in quite some time.
“You know your way through the halls, right?”
It takes me a minute to understand. We are standing at the back entrance to my former home. “Yes. I know it.”
“Good. We have to get to the roof. The less we are seen, the better.”
I smile and nod. I will go along with her plan as long as she goes along with mine.
Aila
Today has been so strange. Well really, I guess it started last night. Why did we decide to go out to that club again? Everything has been so normal but as just felt a bit off. Escher greeted me in the dining hall as always this morning. We had the same conversations. We reviewed our scores from the exams. We ate, we laughed but something was missing. All day I have felt it. Like something or someone who used to be here is no longer. It’s like a whisper of a friend, a dream or longing that feels like it was once real.
I think Escher feels it too. The space between us felt larger tonight. There was a quiet where I feel someone else should be. But it’s always been us two. These thoughts make no sense and my head aches from even wandering down the path.
Still…
A knock at the door interrupts my thoughts. Escher wouldn’t be calling at this hour. “Go away. I’ll talk tomorrow.” Whoever it is can wait. The pounding in my head is growing worse.
The knock comes again, more hurried and definitely louder.
“Gods, what is it?!” I open the door and two people push past me. The older of the two pushes the button and the door closes again.
“Aila, great we have to go. Where’s Escher?” I stare at these two intruders. The younger of the two is talking to me like she knows me but I have never seen her before. She seems to know Escher as well. And something in me tells me to trust her.
“Escher went to the roof. He said he needed to think.” Which come to think of it is odd as well. He hates heights. He never wanted to go up when Wre…Wren! “Wren!” A torrent of memories come flooding back. That feeling a loss from a moment ago has been replaced with deep confusion. How could I forget my friend?
“Great! You’re back.” She tosses me my coat. “Now let’s go.”
My mind is swirling but I know this, my friend is returned. I am going to follow her.
We make our way to the back stairwell and begin our climb. The older woman takes the lead and sets a furious pace. Wren follows quickly behind but still trails her fingers along the tilework that lines the stairs. I can see those wheels in her mind turning and I glance at the tilework as we climb. It looks pretty but of little consequence to me.
My head pounds as I follow them. I keep running the same four words through my mind: I forgot her. How?
Wren
I am so relieved to have Aila back. Helen was furious when I told her we were not leaving without my friends but I know it’s the right call. Things are happening so fast. I need people I can trust as I start to sort out this puzzle. Besides, seeing my friends walk through a fog when I have the means to burn it off just feels wrong. I don’t understand how Oz and the others can just leave so many in the haze like that.
I trail my fingers along as we rush up the stairs. My body is moving in double time but my mind is moving slowly, focusing on the tiny details. We are missing something. I know it. I can feel my breath burning in my chest and I know that we are almost at the rooftop. We have been lucky so far. There were no Ocs in the hall and the other students paid us no mind.
We reach of the top of the stairs and I follow Helen through the doorway. Aila is close behind me. The door slams shut after her and we three are left standing in the night air with only the muted city sounds below as background. In the distance, I see a large explosion originating from the center of Rêve. It must be the temple!
A moment later Helen’s broach lights up and she presses it gently. “Here.”
“We are out! It wasn’t pretty but we’re out!”
“Good. Report back to Catch. We are Heaven-bound.”
I glance skyward and see nothing but the same polished black that has stared back at me each night. Helen seems sure of our destination. I do not share her certainty.
“Ah-hem.”
We three turn towards the sound. On the far corner of the roof we find Escher. He is surrounded by two Oculi who have looped their arms with his. This was why our climb was so easy!
I feel them speak into my mind a moment before their words are formed by his mouth. “You will return with us. You will be restored. You will not be harmed.”
So many feelings well within. I cannot go back and I cannot let my friends go back either.
“Wren?” Aila’s voice is shaking. I’ve had so little time to explain. I try to calm my voice before I speak.
“It’s alright Aila. We’re not going with them.”
“We are your protectors. Come with us.” Hearing them through Escher’s lips is so disturbing. How are they controlling him? If they can do that, what else can they do? I turn towards Aila, afraid. Then I feel the transmission begin. They are trying to reset memories again!.
Begin Transmission – Prophecy 036294…
Let the din of life surround us
Pull us in, apart and ground us
A chorus when the lost have found us
Sing it then; your voice resounds us
As we begin the end confounds us
Seeping in to fill around us
Breathing sin lest heaven drown us
And in the spin the glow astound us
It’s only when our words expound us
Can the medium unbound us
Assail the din, lest it redound us
And claim the win for those who’d crown us
As we reach toward futures passed
No! I will not have my friend’s taken from me again. In my mind I reach inward and seize upon the Hands that flow within me. They were injected by Oz so they must be a part of me. I will them to replicate and flow into Aila and Escher. I push them outward in my mind and into my friends. I see them forming a bubble around my friends and bringing them to my side.
Inside me is a universe. Those around me seem so small. Distantly, I feel Helen’s surprise. She may be screaming. It is like a fly buzzing in my periphery. I understand Aila and Escher’s surprise but feel detached from it. The transmission is my main focus. The Oculi released Escher as I pulled him towards me. They move to me with clenched fists but it is their minds that are attacking. They are trying to work their way in to me. They want to understand. Their words are so soothing.
“Come with us.”
“We are here for you.”
They are not lying but they do not speak the truth.
I push back at them with my thoughts and watch as they stumble backwards and over the roof’s edge.
Aila and Escher are floating beside me. They are unconscious. What have I done?!
I feel my resolve slipping.
Helen’s fingers lace into mine. And my ears register her shouting though it seems so far away. “Just a few minutes longer. Hold them!” She means my friends. I can’t let them go.
Before me I see Helen use her free hand to direct the builders. They create a staircase into the sky. We swiftly walk up and each step disappears as our feet move to the next. We travel higher and higher into the night until the city below is a distant twinkle. Only the beam light from the Temple reaches as high as we.
My resolve is starting to falter. I fear I will lose my friends. I have been focusing on the step before me but now I glance upwards again. Finally, I see it! The ships of the Cymera are there! Helen grabs my hand and pulls me onto the deck. Next she pulls the bodies of my floating, unconscious friends.
“You can release them now.”
I nod in understanding and let go with my mind. My body collapses in exhaustion. I feel sleep coming for me whether I like it or not. Before my eyes close I glance one last time at my former home. From up here I see it, Rêve is alone. Outside the ring of light there is nothing but the crooked wood in every direction. And I see something else as my fingers move in the pattern of the stairwell tiles: The city is shrinking.
I cling to the thought as the black fills my mind and I give over to my dreams.
***Edit to add that I have changed Sky Runners to Cymera and motor heads to SmokeHounds from my last entry because I like the names better. Also ran out of time for editing the second half of this so I apologize/expect mistakes.***