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Post by Kaez on Jan 1, 2012 23:56:57 GMT -5
Older poems: awritersrecluse.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=s&action=display&thread=2727/ A Year in Verse: / Jan 1 numbing nectar, rich and cold wrought tepid currents in my veins like rosy syrups all placating restless passions birthed of lust anathema revulsion for a world sculpted of dust and tears of wine like liquid crutches pouring down mingling with puddles of illusion spun with waves of vile contortions lost in endless miles of nowhere marked by hollow, aimless, faceless rising, falling, fighting, loving masquerades of fumbling primates praising idols, trading papers filling tomes with empty discourse till they're swallowed up and dead, dead, dead./ Jan 2 careful now, watch out it's easy to lose the path hard to get back home when lost in plumes of fog ensnared by sirens of dust/ Jan 3 I come back here from time to time to breathe to sit and watch the moments roll along like waning tides coming to lick the shore till water stills into a film of glass
to catch my own reflection 'long the shoal and know not a thing else there is to see but you are sleeping, you just want to dream and put off waking for some other time
I caught the faint reflection of the sun all blooming with a halo cast of gold that filled my small bowl up with steamy rice but you must have some better thing to do
and one day I'll be old as the mountains and one day I'll be still as the mountains
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Post by Kaez on Jan 4, 2012 17:09:24 GMT -5
Jan 4
turquoise stones and flooded pools with drooling bath-house saunas for the salamanders slipping by and under mossy outcrops slimy thick with cold, cold water
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Jan 5
sooty fogs and sour spirits dim and douse my acumen but Sol has made another pass and turned to warm my heart again lozenges of hollow shadows could not bore the gateless gate and thus were banished from henceforth mind uncluttered, mind sedate
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Jan 6
tender beauty ripe hibiscus blossoms shrivel and wither
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Post by Kaez on Jan 7, 2012 18:49:30 GMT -5
Jan 7
I have tried the finest of fermented berry innards and sunk into a grove of cherry blossoms. And I have wiped the sweat off from a tired, well-worked brow and known most complex of maths equations.
But entropy is coming. Gonna' get you all.
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Jan 8
what do we do when the hammer falls? my children? my children?
what do we do when the hammer falls? we build the walls we build the walls that's what we do when the hammer falls we build the walls when the hammer falls
what do we do when the nighttime comes? my children? my children?
what do we do when the nighttime comes? we get all numb we get all numb that's what we do when the nighttime comes we get all numb when the nighttime comes
what will we do when the fever breaks? my children? my children?
what will we do when the fever breaks? we'll all Awake we'll all Awake that's what we'll do when the fever breaks we'll all Awake
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Jan 9
everything that I love and cherish and hold dear is going to die
may I never forget
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Post by Kaez on Jan 10, 2012 14:08:24 GMT -5
Jan 10
you have no interest in being rid of suffering you have no intention of finding happiness
yet all your days are spent in tears
what did you expect?
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Jan 11
loveliest of lovelies come and sit with me there's not a thing to do the time for rest is now
your mind is full of wonders and though I love them so I think you'll find the silence to be more gorgeous still
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Jan 12
the depths of our mind is the collective of all beauty and grace
nothing compares
what more need be said?
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Post by Kaez on Jan 13, 2012 11:15:47 GMT -5
Jan 13
snow is falling, rising, floating whipped by wind and gently letting currents carry whip and batter frost and flurries to and fro and here I sit and watch so effortlessly
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Jan 14
the burrows stitched up with fur and earthmuffle the gusts of lamenting winds alabaster clouds rest upon the soil wintry fogs collecting on boughs
Whiteness has come to smother and suffocate the world withering the grasses sapping at the roots
turning dry and brittle whipped and buried brown and dead and frozen
who now speaks fire against the frost?
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Jan 15
the way forks; glazed road to the high dust pillars overgrown path to teatree mountains
neither's easy
where does your heart lead
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Post by Kaez on Jan 16, 2012 23:01:32 GMT -5
Jan 16
susquehanna's labyrinthine winding winding waterways stained all putrid dead and dark still make a lovely bath for this squirrel he's not complaining soak it up the sun's out
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Jan 17
glassy cobalt night crescent glowing tranquil frost just Silence and Me
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Jan 18
smile breathe go slowly
there is nothing apart from this
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Post by Kaez on Jan 19, 2012 23:33:34 GMT -5
Jan 19
the hardest journey from where you think you are to where you didn't know you were no guides or ferries arches and gates without a path your heart the compass your thoughts the clouds climbing the dew-laden slope of Cold Mountain
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Jan 20
crept across your chest burned and blessed packed down in the earth and the snow buried and pressed
alone, in a nest built up from worries held down with the ropes bound in the hopes
wild and eloped packed down in the earth and the snow far from home so far from home
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Jan 21
moonlight penetrates the crests and troughs all the same all the same waves go swimming born so dying all the same all the same
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Post by Kaez on Jan 22, 2012 10:54:20 GMT -5
Jan 22
strange proofs and dark sciences betraying yearned reflections and open wounds singed by commotion, kisses and all the pretty horses
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Jan 23
the mind, reigned in bucks and stomps tugs and pulls and snarls whips make it bite chains make it scream a soft touch will cool it down
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Jan 24
tender earth vernal and fresh quaking plumes of steam rupturing fissures venting dens of virgin clay buried yawns of thunder low and deep
the mountains bellow supple leaves whispering rivers carving poems the clouds paint the sky
moonlight floods the air and stains my breath with frost my lungs breathe deep
I am here in this moment
I am here with this earth
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Post by Kaez on Jan 26, 2012 13:26:07 GMT -5
Jan 25
misty volleys rain grey and somber, overcast nothing blooms today
everything sighs
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Jan 26
shivering grey cat fur mattered and fallen out wandering over snowy backyards and patios comes across a stranger sits perfectly and watches without anxiety
hello, guru-cat hello, traveler
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Jan 27
when faced with great cliffs taller than the mountains scraping at the clouds looming ever-nearer
how does one cope? how does one react? no resistance can be made no hope to overcome them
how does one cope? how does one react?
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Post by Kaez on Jan 29, 2012 1:40:46 GMT -5
Jan 28
cool and dark the night air bright and white the stars small and far our planet vast and void the world
tiny, tiny as I am tonight I sit no more no less mind full of stars and not a thought
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Jan 29
tonight I return to all of that which I once was and perhaps am becoming once again
thawing out thawing out
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Jan 30
my skin became a shadow my body hollowed out
the wind and cold and light passed right through
and nobody saw it happen and nobody wrote a poem
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Post by Kaez on Jan 31, 2012 9:30:57 GMT -5
Jan 31
thirty poems filled with words about this or that about here or there
nothing much
what's to say?
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Post by Kaez on Mar 9, 2012 14:45:10 GMT -5
i am the helplessly miracle marigold running with colorful colors in centerfolds i am the dreamer of flotsams and jetsams and breaking the waters for new things to blossom from
in far away places where music is swirling in clouds made of ribbons of the colors they're pouring and drenching the streets with the ink made from hope and of joy and of fear and of swallowed up prides that we guzzled and guzzled (and drunk on our habits) we broke through the doorways and emptied and dried the cups of what drops and what sips and the drips of cold lonely lips they contained
over years of neglect and remorse in a home moved away from in a town made of memories grown where friends and where crushes had walked through the streets in the summer in boredom in melodic beats and where you had learned all the things that built up the wicker that made you the you that you'd made me believe you would be again
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Post by Kaez on Mar 19, 2012 13:29:50 GMT -5
broke through the oak grove opened the blinds cleaned off our white sheets crushed what we could find
opened the windows found what it would take go down to the old field; plant grapes
crack open the idols we built in the cold burn them in pyres melt out the gold
let out your dark dreams spilled into the lake go down to the old field; plant grapes
scour the attic topple over the shed dismantle the greenhouse break bread
get down on two knees give and take go down to the old field; plant grapes
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Post by Kaez on Mar 29, 2012 22:01:37 GMT -5
Branta canadensis occidentalis cries loud Peachland's rolling sylvan hills sweep just beneath the clouds Glaciers dripping drooling waters rush to meet their source Body of a rattlesnake, head just like a horse
Geese rest on the water's surface ferried by the stream Small quiet fish go wading by, small children laugh and scream Night birds mourn another sunset that paints a reddish hue As the currents sweep away again the way that currents do
Nighttime comes to Okanagan, the stars light up the sky Darkness blankets ancient spruces, standing proud and high Gentle backstrokes on the surface, moonlight on his face Drifts old bearded Ogopogo, gazing into space
A dozen beaming Nikon-wielding tourists will wake soon And drive down to the lakeshore where they'll pry all afternoon Sunlight creeping through the needles of the Eastern trees And down dives Ogopogo, recalling brighter days than these
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